Text Messages to Myself by Isabella Fiore

alas
i’m not dead
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i was recently reading an intro to a book about meds and the author was like my body is breaking down but i like meds so
it was dark as fuck and i immediately googled long term symptoms of my meds
also not swag at all
apparently mine isn’t like going to prematurely end my life?
which i mean is a good thing
but also i don’t know if we are certain on that
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I LOVE REAL HOUSEWIVES
they’re salt lake city mormons
how have i missed this
i wanted to watch pose but i ended up crying every episode so i had to stop
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in today’s episode of nothing is going well
i’m not even wearing eyeshadow
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i do actually think poisoning is the most sophisticated murder technique
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i’m horny and emotional again
i don’t know if it’s because i’m listening to taylor swift
or if i am inclined to listen to taylor swift in this mood
fuck off
i can see your face rn
it could also have been the smutty fanfic
interrupted rather rudely by debralee assigning a reading
i needed something to hold me over
a woman has needs
isabella fiore (she/they) is a writer who chronicles her experiences through love, sadness, and figuring out what it means to be a queer "woman" in her world. when she is not writing, isabella can be found baking, napping, or wrapping herself in a blanket like a burrito.