Faggot by Ashish Kumar Singh

The question I want to ask
is why the nature of love so hurtful?
Like too much candy in one’s stomach.
Like showing kindness to the boy
who once called you a name
you didn’t know the meaning of.
Like telling someone you like them
so much that it starts to hurt.
A burn right in the chest.
Like praying day and night
for a change but still
have to wake up with an e
r
e
c
t
i
o
n
pointing towards the dream of the boy
who knows too much words you don’t.
Like trying and trying and still
be that person everyone calls you to be.
Ashish Kumar Singh (he/him) is a queer student at Lucknow Christian College pursuing Master’s in English Literature. Other than writing, he reads extensively. He lives in Lucknow, India but dreams of being in Italy. Instagram: ashish_the_reader Twitter: Ashish_stJude